Darkest Days
In the darkest hour of my darkest days
I’d be wise to wake what slumbering powers
And expressive ways that can shadow break
And to gather my thoughts but to separate
As are not the same, what I could from what I ought
In this angered state, to dull my pointed blame
But all I can think to say is “you never cared for me”
I have been reduced to a wailing child
Your response in kind, though no harm or abuse
Shall be reconciled as a father blind
Whom the light has seduced, flattered, and beguiled
Cleansed and redesigned
Why should I hold my tongue when you never cared for me?
Nought but a selfish man with an air of dignity
All I can think to say is “you never cared for me”
Selfish and unconcerned, unimpressed, never cared for me
In the darkest hour, I have all my sight
I have it focused right on a man that’s empowered
Himself but might never see that light
On a fool or a coward, too direct or bright
Surely will indict